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PROTOFEMCELCORE

by Madxsen

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60 04:03
Sometimes I curse the air Because I lost my youth When I lost my hair At 16 I am 60 60 years down the line I won't have a dime For retirement I don't have the time For temperance I have the blues in my heart I have the blues Heaven's angels hark The time they see me I am 60 60 years down the line I won't have any gold For investing No time For divesting My livelihood Sometimes I thank the air Because I lost my youth When I lost my hair At 60 I am 16 16 years up the line I had a dime For my happiness I had a dime For carelessness I was giddy with delight Because I found out I was right In thinking I'm wrong for saying some things like, I'm gonna live forever And I never Had a second thought At 16 At 60 Years old
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I went dancing on my own Last night When you came And took me where The sun don't shine And I cried I cried all night Because just yesterday You could've Changed your mind Yesterday I was on my phone And I took a call Man, I should have known Cause' I cried I cried all night Because just yesterday You could've changed your mind You left me with no clothes on Clothes on Left me with No clothes on Clothes on I know You know I know You know That I tried my part And didn't start To feel the way I should This time It's hard for me To stop and breathe It's hard for me To go
3.
I didn't know the place Where you saw my face And suddenly knew me I didn't know your name Just recognized your face And the stories of fame And I keep thinking Of the prospect of Nothing that's left for us To take from But I know That you know That I can't sleep without Moving my feet anymore And I could write Many songs about love Trouble is There is but none to have But I know That you know That I can't sleep without Moving my feet anymore And, oh Running out of time And you Are walking out of line But she's calling out to you A face that's fairly new A voice from the blue That you don't hear Anymore And I keep thinking Of the prospect of Nothing that's left for us To take from And I could write Many songs about Love Trouble is there is But none to have But I know That you know That I can't sleep without Moving my feet anymore
4.
Long Walks 02:28
I sat there waiting For you to go Back to your lady Back to your home You didn't tell me What was the problem Was it her Or was it you What do you know And I'm trying to see the light That's shining bright in her eyes I'm trying to disguise the lines On my forehead I was rotten You stepped outside My bones were curling up inside I tried to see, but through the lines And now we're both dead I said I was running And I wanted to go home You were funny And I couldn't have my own Long walks and long talks I wonder what she was doing those nights Jumped in the back of the car I didn't go very far Long walks and long talks And staying close But far enough, right (But doing it right) We didn't go very far Jumped out the back of the car With you and him never apart I lived with you in my heart I lived with you for a start I lived with you in my heart I was running And I wanted to go home You were funny And I couldn't have my own
5.
There's a day that never ends I think that I could be your friend The world is changing as I seem to sleep Buried in dreams I'll have to piece Together again I walked up to you Tried to see right through See whatever through To see right through you I never said I'd weather storms I never said I never And by fault of omission I found a reason To let myself out By fault of omission I found a reason To let myself out By fault of omission I found a reason To let myself out I brought you out of hell I led you to the well I came to you for help I saved myself as well I saved myself as well I saved myself as well
6.
Skinny dog, what did you do How'd you get so sick with no food Skinny dog, how do you do How'd you get so ill with no clue I know I'm not too hard to use I know I'm not too hard to use Baby doll, that's what I'll call you How'd you get here Are you going to go soon Baby doll, it's been quite some time Since I've seen you speaking in time I moved slowly When you'd hold me Cause' I'm just a skinny dog like you I know I'm not too hard to use I know I know I'm not too far from you I know I know which kennel I would choose as home I know what kennel I would choose as
7.
You've got to really show Really show Really show how it works for you Like the night I said I'd pray for you And do what you told me to Please look at me Look at me in my eye The other one's closed shut How hard I try The rub won't work But it's still up I'm just Trying to give a fuck And get one Nothin' matters in my place Nothin' matters, I'm a waste Trying to give a fuck And get one Nothin' matters in my place Nothin' matters, I'm a waste You know you've really shown Really shown Really shown how it works for you Like the night I said I prayed for you And did what you told me to I don't why I didn't see it all along I tried to give a fuck But everything was wrong I don't know why I didn't see it all along I guess I'll test my luck Let it go Keep moving on
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On a market shelf outside In the back, by the dump Where the cars hit the jumps Felt the lump in my back I am scarred, put me back It goes on and on and on and on and on It goes on and on and on and on and on How long is it gonna go on How long is it gonna go on I'm shrunken and bruised So soft, too used When I came it was news So sad to see it go But I'm tin, I broke It goes on and on and on and on and on It goes on and on and on and on and on How long is it gonna go on How long is it gonna go on It goes on until it hits the bottom Until it hits the bottom It goes on, I'll follow it Until I hit the bottom Until I hit the bottom I'll go down trying Until it hits the bottom Until it hits the bottom, I'll go I thought I was half alive I thought I was half alive Truth is that I'm finding out What life is like, I'll find it out Sometimes I'm not too sure of myself I know I'm not a half life, shelf life Half life, shelf life, half life, shelf life Half life

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released October 28, 2022

Master: Andy Walsh and Zane Shrem-Besnoy
Drums on 'Skinny Dog': Jordan Krimston
Drums on 'Half Life/Shelf Life": Corbitt Dobozin

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Madxsen Berkeley, California

Originally a solo act, the present iteration of Madxsen features Mateus Gracias on lead guitar, Charlie Barber on bass, Dino Bevilacqua on drums, and Madysen Moreno as songwriter, guitarist, and lead vocalist. The variety of styles/influences each player brings to the band has manifested itself as an ever-changing blend of sound, but you can call it indie. ... more

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